Saturday, January 31, 2009

serial killer.

waiting for my tutor/friend.

i am totally bored.

ouh, recently, i'm feeling a little bit, under the weather. why u asked? aderlah.

im having this thoughts lately, to kill people, ouh won't it be wonderful? i mean just imagine right.

blood gushing out from the body! omg yummy! hahahah

wohoooo, kakak plak gi melaka, esok or lusa baru balik. haish. saper  kwn lg yg aku ader? dier jer kot. hahahah sadis.

aku bosan! homework pun lom siap lagi, great

hair treatment

haha, i was bored, so i visited this website about how to nurture your fucking hair :http://www.pioneerthinking.com/conditioner5.html


lol,

and i have not finished my homework yet. bosan kot babi. bosan bosan bosan

Thursday, January 29, 2009

sleepover and more

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Wednesday, January 21, 2009

fierce?

beyonce, disappear, lagu cam babi. (not recommended for qila)

If i beg and if i cry
Would it change the sky tonight
Will it give me sunlight
Should i wait for you to call
Is there any hope at all
Are you drifting by

When i think about it
I know that i was never held or even cared
The more i think about it
The less that i was able to share with you
I try to reach for you, i can almost feel you
You're nearly here
And then you disappear
(disappear, disappear, disappear)
You disappear
(disappear, disappear, disappear)

And then i lie all by myself
I see your face, i hear your voice
My heart stays faithful
And time has come and time has passed
If it's good it's got to last
It feels so right

When i think about it
I know that i was never held or even cared
The more i think about it
The less that i was able to share with you
I try to reach for you, i can almost feel you
You're nearly here
And then you disappear
(disappear, disappear, disappear)
You disappear
(disappear, disappear, disappear)
You, you disappear

I missed all the signs
One at a time you were ready
What did i know starting our lives
No my love, i'm ready to shine

When i think about it
I know that i was never held or even cared
The more i think about it
The less that i was able to share with you
I try to reach for you, i can almost feel you
You're nearly here
And then you disappear
You disappear, you disappear
You disappear, disappear

Friday, January 16, 2009

urgh, talk about bad days!

i dont know, i mean, its not that i dont have friends, alot actually, and the best is qila, yg lain terasa mampus ko lah, anyway, yet i feel lonely ouh, like, how unimportant i am to everyone, like my existence means nothing at all.

i hate this, and dwelling with my life conflicts lagih, urgh,i feel so fucked up,

i dont trust anyone anymore, i really dont, ntah ah weyh, i keep doubting things, then, i keep myself away from everyone.

im tired of life, shesh, wish of not being born. i want to go back at the old days, kan qila? life as kids, were so much easier, and content. now, everything seems to be falling apart.

i have a curse in my life, a curse that i have tried to remove ever since i noticed it. but it just wont go away no matter what i tried.

Wednesday, January 14, 2009

colours of life?

Israelis girls writing messages on the missiles that would be launch to the Lebanon's. yes it is an old pic, but, still, its kinda sad, because we call our selves as "civilized".
do you want ur son to be blind for the rest of his life caused by war?

i just want to remind our selves, we Malaysians, of how happy and lively we are, i mean look at Gaza, dead body of children lies everywhere.We, as human also must rebel against this war,thus, if more people would do something about it, the war will eventually stop, some stop buying Israel product like myself! seriously, do u want to be running away every 4 second? and to be afraid of sleeping because u might be underneath the earth the next morning?

think people think.




Monday, January 12, 2009

HEH! help!!!??


ouh, im worried, i mean, my grammar is getting worst instead of better, heh, fuck.

ouh, i just cant keep up with the studies, i mean, the tuition, school, and self-study, theres not enough time, regret of not studying during the holidays, but im glad at the same time, it was a good time, it reaallyy wass =)))),

ouh, i have a problem, more likely problems;

1. i cant study  more than 20 minutes, i'll get maddd!!!
2. super short-tempered when im alone, because i wont really show it in front of people, and i suck that up all on my own. heh. fucker.
3. aku ader maid yg perangai cam babi! pepek babi kurap!
4. i just LOVE to curse, semua qila punyer pasal.
5. heh, lonely? probably so
6 miss drinking
7. miss smoking
8. miss lembu! hahahah =)))))))

and so, heh, and soo, and soooo, and soooo...... i wish i would study more? haha. aku nak lepak
 dowh!


i want to party wildly one day! HAHA, muahahhaaaha, muahahahhaahha, shit, this is what it does to you if u only sleep like 3 hours a day, lol

Thursday, January 8, 2009

the flower describe the inner me =)

its like, im hiding the sadness within my happiness haha does it make sense?  whatever

Tuesday, January 6, 2009

ouh, its kinda funny?

i have no idea why, but i keep laughing my ass off today, like i laugh like an ass,

hah kayh;

jaswant(j) ; why we keep sitting infront of teachers ah? like babi only. hahahaha its funny when a punjabi says babi, hahhahaha like the fuck? hahha i laugh my ass off okee then addmath;

Pn.Kalsom(pk) ; jaswant, rub off the whiteboard, girish, asal x dok sini, senang saya suruh kamu buat kerja
j; buat muker babi dier, hahahahahahhaha, like fuck doh

okee so akmal keep looking at his watch, x sabar nak balik or something, then,

pk;x yah tgk jam mal, dah nak habes dah
j talk to me; diamlah pukimak, HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH, i might not laugh but u have to be here, hahahaha, fuck man.

j; i mean like, u dun have to talk like that right? mcm babi only.hahahah adoih...

physic

Pn.Azizah ; explain to me what is period( frequency)

the boys were like laughing like asses 

and she blushes, hahah babi jerk.

Sunday, January 4, 2009

stay fresh

woahh, yes, i have created a new blog,coz its 2009, therefore its a whole new book, the past shall be our reminder of our mistakes.

tomorrow is the first day of school for this year, and i'll be sitting for my spm, shit, and i have not study shit!

haha well, Qila nyer psl ah, lepak ngan dier, hahah ngee,

and so, new years resolution, hmmm none?

okee fine;

1.study more
2.lepak less
3 sleep less
4lazy less
5 eat oily food less
6scream less
7laugh more
8sad less
9happy more
10 shit less

haha, done =)

and, ouh, im looking forward for my driving and scuba licences =)