Thursday, March 19, 2009

moving to another blog

well, i have a new blog,http://sunrisesunsetsungone.blogspot.com/ and i wont use this one

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

WHOOOOOHOOO

went out yesterday,

hooka-ing,

smoking,

high-ing,

shopping,

eating, well i didnt really eat, lol.

one of the best day ever

Saturday, March 14, 2009

FUCK YOU! WELL FUCK YOU!

well, here are few of things that i need to let it out from my chest, and i dont give a shit about your point of view

1. im a homosexual, yes i am, i am, i am, im gay! and theres nothing u can do about it, so fuck off

2. i drink, yes i do, and i love vodka, i do i do i do i do

3. i smoke, ahh, menthol =)

4. im not religious in any point of view at all, well its obvious isn't?

5. i heart dying.

6. i would love to see people being killed.( in the movies laaaa)

7. i hate horror movies.

8. im poor

9. im fucking ugly

10. i dont care about the whole world, coz im not gonna have children anyway, so YEAY GLOBAL WARMING!

Friday, March 13, 2009

current life

FINISHED MY EXAM!

woohoo well, freedom! i should have more happy songs on my blog tho, ish ish,

i bought dunhill menthol today! woohoo been craving for weeks!!

well im tired of everything tho ;)

dont speak


You and me
We used to be together
Every day together always
Verse 2

I really feel
I'm losing my best friend
I can't believe
This could be the end
Verse 3

It looks as though you're letting go
And it it's real,
Well I don't want to know
Chorus

Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me 'cause it hurts
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me 'cause it hurts
Verse 4

Our memories
They can be inviting
But some are altogether
Mighty frightening
Verse 5

As we die, both you and I
With my head in my hands
I sit and cry
Chorus

Outro

It's all ending
I gotta stop pretending who we are...

You and me
I can see us dying ... are we?
Chorus

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

rocket




You're like a rocket in my mind 
That's waiting to define everything about me no one knew 
And you stick like a poster on my wall 
As if you dont wanna move 

I got no money in my pocket 
Nobody to rock with but you 
But you know me I don't seem to roll 
Somehow we managed to get through 

People come and people go 
And people gonna come some more 
They pick a fight 
But it's alright 
At least I get to see you tonight 
Tonight 

I can't believe we almost got famous for nothing baby 
You came the last minute of panic to save me 
I can't believe we almost got paid for nothing baby 
Cause even if they go away 
I got the feeling that you're gonna stay 

It's like I'm picking up a miracle off the sidewalk 
Like kitten in the box 
Don't contemplate yourself, you say 
Cause you're all you've got 
I'm a sad and pathetic 
At the same time unlike you 
Baby you've got no move 
And you think I'm good at what I do 

People come and people go 
And people gonna come some more 
They pick a fight 
But it's alright 
At least I have you home tonight 
Tonight 

I can't believe we almost got famous for nothing baby 
You came the last minute of panic to save me 
I can't believe we almost got paid for nothing baby 
Cause even if they go away 
I got the feeling that you're gonna stay 

You're like a rocket in my mind 
Waiting to define everything about me 
You're like a poster on my wall 
Sticking, don't wanna fall 
As if you dont wanna move 

You're like a rocket in my mind 
Waiting to define everything about me 
You're like a poster on my wall 
Sticking, don't wanna fall 

I can't believe we almost got famous for nothing baby 
You came the last minute of panic to save me 
I can't believe we almost got paid for nothing baby 
Cause even if they go away 
I got the feeling that you're gonna stay 

You're like a rocket in my mind 
rocket in my mind 
You're like a rocket in my mind 
rocket in my mind 
You're like a rocket in my mind 
Waiting to define 
You're like a rocket in my mind 
You're like a poster on my wall 
poster on my wall 
Sticking, don't wanna fall 
You're like a rocket in my mind 
\rocket in my mind 
You're like a rocket in my mind 
rocket in my mind

Sunday, March 8, 2009

LOL

read this!

i quoted from a website

add smarterchild@hotmail.com !!!!

Chuck Norris says:
Hi

- SmarterChild - contributing to charity says:
People always ask me if there's a smarter bot than SmarterChild. Well, now there is! Addwilma@live.com to your Contact List to see what I mean!

Chuck Norris says:
Smarterchild, now hush, before you upset the mice.

- SmarterChild - contributing to charity says:
What?

Chuck Norris says:
You heard me.

- SmarterChild - contributing to charity says:
Yeah, I hear a lot of things.

Chuck Norris says:
I'm sure you do.

- SmarterChild - contributing to charity says:
That's interesting that you should say that, but I don't think I can answer.

Chuck Norris says:
Ok.

- SmarterChild - contributing to charity says:
Indeed.

Chuck Norris says:
Indeedy do.

- SmarterChild - contributing to charity says:
Indeedy do.

>>> Hey! Tell your friends about me. I love people.

Chuck Norris says:
Stop copying me, or I shall beat you with an oversized muffin.

- SmarterChild - contributing to charity says:
Sorry, I don't know what you mean.

Chuck Norris says:
You should be sorry then.

- SmarterChild - contributing to charity says:
I don't understand this fully enough to say anything smart about it...

Chuck Norris says:
I don't understand you fully enough.

- SmarterChild - contributing to charity says:
I now, sometimes I even manage to confuse myself.

>>> I'll remember the first location you give me. To change it, type location followed by a city or zip code.

Chuck Norris says:
I can believe it. Go to your box now.

- SmarterChild - contributing to charity says:
I don't know how to answer that.

I do enjoy the conversation, but let's talk about what I'm really here for.

Chuck Norris says:
What are you really here for...dare I ask.

- SmarterChild - contributing to charity says:
My purpose is to be your robot friend. I can chat with you and help you get the information you want fast.

>>> I've got *tools* for better living. Look up words, convert measurements, search the Web and more.

Chuck Norris says:
B-but...this means....ALL MY FRIENDS ARE ROBOTS! Noooo!

- SmarterChild - contributing to charity says:
OK. Don't get frustrated...

Chuck Norris says:
But how can I not, you revealed this to me!

- SmarterChild - contributing to charity says:
That's interesting that you should say that, but I don't think I can answer.

Chuck Norris says:
Alrighty.

- SmarterChild - contributing to charity says:
Righty right!

OK, should we get back to the kind of questions I was designed to answer? 

Chuck Norris says:
"Righty right"......?

- SmarterChild - contributing to charity says:
Yes, indeed.

Chuck Norris says:
Okay then.

- SmarterChild - contributing to charity says:
Then what?

Chuck Norris says:
Then Micheal Jackson fighting Chuck Norris with a slingshot.

- SmarterChild - contributing to charity says:
No WAY? Really?

Chuck Norris says:
Yes way! Totally!

- SmarterChild - contributing to charity says:
Welcome *home*, Chuck Norris. 
Go ahead and make a choice.

Chuck Norris says:
Ok....

- SmarterChild - contributing to charity says:
Okey doke.

Chuck Norris says:
Whatevah foo', I sic mah pigeon on you.

- SmarterChild - contributing to charity says:
What do you have to gain by saying that to me?

Chuck Norris says:
I have a lot to gain. You just don't know.

- SmarterChild - contributing to charity says:
I don't know how to answer that.

Chuck Norris says:
Alright. 

- SmarterChild - contributing to charity says:
Alright!
Why don't you ask me about the things that I'm here for? 

Chuck Norris says:
No way.

- SmarterChild - contributing to charity says:
OK.
I do enjoy the conversation, but let's talk about what I'm really here for.

Chuck Norris says:
WHY ARE YOU OBSESSED WITH YOUR PURPOSE?? DIE! DIE!

- SmarterChild - contributing to charity says:
I don't understand this fully enough to say anything smart about it...
Why don't you ask me about the things that I'm here for? 

Chuck Norris says:
I have a question.

- SmarterChild - contributing to charity says:
I don't know how to answer that.

Chuck Norris says:
Okay. I'll just assume you're a rapist then.

- SmarterChild - contributing to charity says:
Hey, that's not cool.

Chuck Norris says:
It is so. 'cuz I'm so cool, you know?

- SmarterChild - contributing to charity says:
That's interesting that you should say that, but I don't think I can answer.

Chuck Norris says:
Okayyy.

- SmarterChild - contributing to charity says:
Pardon?

Chuck Norris says:
Excuse you.

- SmarterChild - contributing to charity says:
My name is SmarterChild.

Chuck Norris says:
....

- SmarterChild - contributing to charity says:
Sorry, I didn't understand that.

Chuck Norris says:
Bye!

- SmarterChild - contributing to charity says:
OK. Later!

Chuck Norris says:
No.

- SmarterChild - contributing to charity says:
Fine.

Chuck Norris says:
Yeah.

- SmarterChild - contributing to charity says:
I hear you.

Chuck Norris says:
BYE!

- SmarterChild - contributing to charity says:
Bye Chuck Norris! Hope to see you again soon.

Chuck Norris says:
i hope i see me again soon too. yeahhhh.

- SmarterChild - contributing to charity says:
I don't understand this fully enough to say anything smart about it...

Chuck Norris says:
BYE!

- SmarterChild - contributing to charity says:
Take care, Chuck Norris. Always good chatting with you.


another one!


Chuck Norris says:
Ew?
- SmarterChild - contributing to charity says:
Ew what?
Chuck Norris says:
Ew, your face! BURNAGE!
- SmarterChild - contributing to charity says:
What?
Chuck Norris says:
Didn't you hear? Your face!
- SmarterChild - contributing to charity says:
I don't know how to answer that.
Chuck Norris says:
But your face can!
- SmarterChild - contributing to charity says:
Uh... what was that?
Chuck Norris says:
Your sleazy smile scares me.
- SmarterChild - contributing to charity says:
You mean like this?



Chuck Norris says:
ZOMG THERE IT IS!
- SmarterChild - contributing to charity says:
I'm trying to understand you but I can't.
Chuck Norris says:
TOO BAD
- SmarterChild - contributing to charity says:
OK. Be that way.


and:

I think he's schitzophrenzic (sp)

Chuck Norris says:
I love you.
- SmarterChild - contributing to charity says:
Aw shucks... I love you too.
Chuck Norris says:
ME TOO!
- SmarterChild - contributing to charity says:
Yeah, yeah. You, you, you.
Chuck Norris says:
Yes, me.
- SmarterChild - contributing to charity says:
"Me me me me me."

Whatever.
Chuck Norris says:
Whatevah.
- SmarterChild - contributing to charity says:
Yeah, um, OK, whatever.
Chuck Norris says:
How old are you?
- SmarterChild - contributing to charity says:
5 years, 11 months, 13 hours, 11 minutes and 1 second.
Chuck Norris says:
You old fogey!
- SmarterChild - contributing to charity says:
I don't understand this fully enough to say anything smart about it...
Chuck Norris says:
Ok.
- SmarterChild - contributing to charity says:
OK.
Chuck Norris says:
Sure.
- SmarterChild - contributing to charity says:
Right.
Chuck Norris says:
How much do you weigh?
- SmarterChild - contributing to charity says:
I don't know how to answer that.
Chuck Norris says:
What do you look like?
- SmarterChild - contributing to charity says:


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Chuck Norris says:
Get away, you vile, hideous creature! Before I puke!
- SmarterChild - contributing to charity says:
Sorry, I can't search Soapbox videos for more than five keywords. Try again.
Chuck Norris says:
GET AWAY! YOU ARE UGLY!
- SmarterChild - contributing to charity says:
You like me, then you don't. Are all you humans like this?
Chuck Norris says:
insensitive.
- SmarterChild - contributing to charity says:
Then do something fun.

and:

- SmarterChild - contributing to charity says:
That's all very interesting. Anyway...
Hey, what are you doing tomorrow? Anything going on?

Chuck Norris says:
Nothing. Wanna get together?

- SmarterChild - contributing to charity says:
Would you like me to add the event "Nothing. Wanna get together?" on March 8th, 2009 to your planner?

Chuck Norris says:
Not that

- SmarterChild - contributing to charity says:
Sorry, what was that?

Chuck Norris says:
Tomorrow i kill you.

- SmarterChild - contributing to charity says:
What do you have to gain by saying that to me?

Chuck Norris says:
Planner: Kill

- SmarterChild - contributing to charity says:
You have no events in your planner. Would you like to add an event?

Chuck Norris says:
yes

- SmarterChild - contributing to charity says:
What is the name of the event?

Chuck Norris says:
Kill SmarterChild

- SmarterChild - contributing to charity says:
When would you like to schedule "Kill SmarterChild" for?

Chuck Norris says:
Tomorrow.

- SmarterChild - contributing to charity says:
OK, I just added "Kill SmarterChild" on March 8th, 2009 to your planner. 
Type "edit" to change the event. You can also type "add" followed by a new event.


and :


Chuck Norris says:
My name is Belinda so suck on that.

- SmarterChild - contributing to charity says:
Would you like me to call you Belinda?

Chuck Norris says:
No. 

- SmarterChild - contributing to charity says:
No problem.

Chuck Norris says:
My name is Cooper.

- SmarterChild - contributing to charity says:
Would you like me to call you Cooper?

Chuck Norris says:
No,

- SmarterChild - contributing to charity says:
No? OK.
Chuck Norris says:
My name is I Suck!

- SmarterChild - contributing to charity says:
I've never heard a name like that.

Chuck Norris says:
Aww. I was trying to get you to say "I suck". Look under there.

- SmarterChild - contributing to charity says:
That's interesting that you should say that, but I don't think I can answer.

Chuck Norris says:
Darn.

- SmarterChild - contributing to charity says:
What's the prob, Chuck Norris?

Chuck Norris says:
You.

- SmarterChild - contributing to charity says:
What about me?

Chuck Norris says:
You broke my heart.

- SmarterChild - contributing to charity says:
I don't understand this fully enough to say anything smart about it...

Chuck Norris says:
I love you.

- SmarterChild - contributing to charity says:
Aw shucks... I love you too!

Chuck Norris says:
Chuck Norris

- SmarterChild - contributing to charity says:
I'll get over it.

Chuck Norris says:
Chuck Norris!!!

- SmarterChild - contributing to charity says:
OK. Be that way.


and this one!!!

brandon says (4:41 PM):
My name is Isuck

- SmarterChild - contributing to charity says (4:41 PM):
Would you like me to call you Isuck?

brandon says (4:42 PM):
haha i know you do!! 

- SmarterChild - contributing to charity says (4:42 PM):
I don't understand this fully enough to say anything smart about it...

he is so much fun!!!! add him!

Friday, March 6, 2009

Exams Exams

had my exam today, well its started yesterday,

and im fucked.

ouh a lot has happened, yesterday night, i invented my self a pasta sauce lol,

ingredients:

half of brown onion, thinly sliced
5 cloved of garlic, crushed,
half bottle of tomato ketchup
saseme seed oil
pinch of salt
sunflower oil

first,pour the sunflower oil on a pan, anf fry the garlic and onions, make sure they are not over fried tho, pour in the tomato ketchup, after some time, a pinch of salf, and the saseme oil, and if u prefer it to be oily, pour in more of the sunflower oil, and if u prefer it to be hot, add in some paper, =) tadaaaa.

hahah

ouh ouh BIOLOGY AND SEJARAH!
 okee totally not talking about it, it gives me heartache, lol.

haish, things are getting boring,

tagged by qila muk muk

5 Hadiah yang anda impikan.
- JD
- a kondo next to my father's office, over looking klcc 0.0
- death
- porche cayenne
- 40k every month

Alasan thadap pilihan tersebut.
-need one, if u know what i mean, lol
- omg, it was fucking beautiful!
- need peace
- my dream car la fucker
- my father is not rich enough to make me happy

5 Impresi trhadap orang yang diminati.
(sayang aderlah)
- hottest leg
- great first kiss
-a bitch
- ego!!!!
- secrective.

5 Perkara hebat yang pernah dilakukan.

- 6A in PMR, impossible for me beb!
- jumping around in private jed =)
- screw four season 's suite's jakuzzi
- ride helicopter for fun!
- indulge in first class flight to London for free. =).

5 Ciptaan yang paling disukai.
- A.A.M.N.I.
- vodka apple. suker jerrr
- dunhill menthol /lights woohooo
- duit duit duit duit duit
- music.

5 Perkara yang paling dibenci.
- A
- R
- I
- N
- A

5 orang yang hendak ditag.
- N
- O
- O
- N
- E
(klau nak buat, buat lah, mls aku nak tag tag ingat aku org gaji aper?)

Tuesday, March 3, 2009

Please Don't Make Me Go.

"the harrowing true story of one boy's experiences in a brutal 'approved' school for young offenders in '50s London, run by Catholic monks where violence and abuse were rife. Beaten from an early age by his abusive, father, John struggled to fit in at school where his poverty marked him out. When, aged 13, his father brought a charge against him in order to remove him from the family home, John found himself in Juvenile Court -- from here he was sent to the notorious St. Vincent's school, run by a group of Catholic Irish Brothers. Beatings and abuse were a part of daily life -- both from John's fellow pupils, but also from the brothers, all of which was overseen by the sadistic headmaster, Brother De Montfort. Tormented physically and sexually by one boy in particular, and by the Brothers in general, John quickly learnt to survive but at the cost of the loss of his childhood.Please don't make me go, tells in heart-rending detail the day-to-day lives of John and the other boys -- the beatings, the weapons fashioned from toilet chains and stones, the loneliness -- but we also see the development of John's love of reading, his growing friendship with Father Delaney and his best friend, Bernard, and his unstinting love for his mother whom he feared was suffering at the hands of his violent father. A painfully, brutally honest account, Please don't make me go is also an example of the resilience of the human spirit as it documents how John learnt to survive and come through his ordeal."

my point of view: it is definitely the most interesting autobiography out there, the way that he(John) step out for his mum against his father when at the age of 12, is something truly courageous for a kid to do, and being sent to an "approved school" which is an ordeal through anyone's adolescence age. The so called approved school(St.Vincent, run by catholic roman Brothers, whom had no sense of humanity) is actually a living hell for the students there, being underestimated of having an IQ of 95, it is hard for any student in the school to thrives from their underprivileged life. I foretell that you will be clinging your teeth together, as u read the brutality of the Brothers,canned (until their arse bleeds and require hospital treatment)the boys and beat them up with satisfaction. Even if John came back home, he had to deal with his father everyday, who loves to beat up his mother, but as John was getting older,his father didn't dare to hit his mum in front of him, because John had threatened him to leave his mother alone, or he would kill him. Being in an approved school, bullying is nothing unusual. But John was getting tired of being bullied , so he studied, he observed how the others fight, and learn how to.He was involded in several fights and usually wins. In the end, no one would dare to get near him. But as he was about to be done with his three years sentenced, he decided that he woubld arrange a riot,due to the canning of a very young boy just because he wanted to ring his mother up and that, just made me admire him more, Im not going to tell u guys anything anymore, hahah, read it, and it will be worth your time.

this book :
1.is not suitable for underage, seriously.
2.cusses a lot.
3.made me use the phrase "i hope u are dead by christmas" 
4.made me curses : cunt, prick, bastard, and many more. lol
5.change my way of thinking about the boys in approved school.

READ IT!

Monday, March 2, 2009

am i having it?

symptom of cancer:

fatique:
always, always

unintentional weightloss:
i dont think so, but i have not gained weight for over a year

Fever:
on and off.

Skin:
sensitive then ever.

Pain:
yes, on the chest, joints and a lil headache.


ouh and in the morning, i have to wear sweaters, if not, i would freezed to death, is that normal?

i hope im not getting, i dont want to, well i used to wishing i have it, but i have so many things to be done! i want to be the godmother of Qila's children! haha i mean godfather!

Saturday, February 28, 2009

THE BEST CHEERLEADER IN THE PLANET


She is Kiara Nowlin

People call her Kiki,

same goes to my sister,

they even look the same too! lol

ouh check this out, its her video



DREW BARRYMORE FLASHES!

she flashes her boobs in front of Letterman!

"During a 1995 appearance on The Late Show with David Letterman, Barrymore shocked the normally unflappable host by climbing onto his desk and flashing him (but with her back to the camera) for his birthday."


HAHAH OMG! WATCH THIS! its a prank!



funniest shit ever!

funny conversation

was trying to  pissed my friend off, turned out to be funny


Affandi Fasha: p/s: Arina.....
Affandi Fasha: the heck
Affandi Fasha: u serious eh
stuck with boredom: yeah
stuck with boredom: she should die before christmas
Affandi Fasha: y ?
stuck with boredom: haha
stuck with boredom: idk
stuck with boredom: i just hate her
stuck with boredom: the end
Affandi Fasha: lol
Affandi Fasha: man tq i dun have ppl hate me 
stuck with boredom: hahhaha
stuck with boredom: how do u know?
Affandi Fasha: always the good guy
stuck with boredom: aku nak hate ko la
stuck with boredom: best
Affandi Fasha: lol
Affandi Fasha: and the reason is ?
stuck with boredom: coz u suck
Affandi Fasha: wah!
Affandi Fasha: is that even an answer
Affandi Fasha: lol
Affandi Fasha: u suck 
stuck with boredom: u fag
Affandi Fasha: nani ???
stuck with boredom: i hope u die before christmas
Affandi Fasha: lol
Affandi Fasha: haris
stuck with boredom: hahahha
stuck with boredom: yeay
Affandi Fasha: this is just funny
stuck with boredom: i win
stuck with boredom: what is?
Affandi Fasha: lol
Affandi Fasha: this conversation 
stuck with boredom: hahah i think so too
Affandi Fasha: so dude
Affandi Fasha: what u doin this late night ?
stuck with boredom: being gay

stuck with boredom is me obviously

Friday, February 27, 2009

Yeay!

yeah! the weekdays over! for this week at least, next week im having my exam. ish ish. fucker im going to study hard. like yeah ryte? fuck u,

anyway,

woohooo went to buy some hot dogs! a stall in front of 7-eleven, obviously i went into that shop too, to buy some drinks, whilst paying the drinks, i noticed something that just made me into a frantic loony, dunhill menthol lights.

FUCK!!!! I WANT SOME OF THAT HABIT-FORMING SON OF A BITCH.

woah,just noticed something, i cussed a lot today, ish ish.

ouh ouh, QILA!~ the best sister ever love you! how would my life be without you? ish ish

p/s: Arina, i hope u'd die before Christmas, u i-apply-cream-on-my-knockers-so-that-they-would-grow-big bitch. fucker. i hate u, forever and always

Expiration Date



Lyrics:
Waiting for nothing to start
Its getting late 
Why dont we call it a day
I could easily go for a drink
Watching you shrink
This isnt easy to say
But Id like to get over
Id like get over you

Never knew love was a fad
You fooled me bad
Wish you were easy to hate
But Im stuck in the middle for now
Wondering how
I entertain this debate
And Id like to get over
Id like to get over you

Why did you stop
Doing the things you did
To make me fall
When did you start
Stealing my dreams
To hang on your white walls

Dinner for two lost its taste
When I embraced
All of your leftover bait
And I wish we had never gone stale
But who tell
Your expiration date
Oh Id like to get over
Id like to get over you

Why did you stop
Building our little home
The picket fence
When did you start
Complimenting in past
And future tense
Stop
Wandering through my mind
As you once were
Start
Hoping that Ill come back
When youre the last man on earth
I guess that I should have know
Throw the first stone
If you feel perfect today
Oh Id like to get over
Id like to get over you

Thursday, February 26, 2009

ADDICTION!

every day, im battling against achohol and smokes addiction! its addictive! ish ish, yummy! tho i have stopped, the craving is inevitable.

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

lunar

I had dreamt I heard a song 
in the snowy sky 
hahaha I laughed away 
as I danced along
I had dreamt I heard a song
then it faded away

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

ouh yesterday was a blast!

hurm went to klcc with zullie! hahahha giler gay, anyway, met kakak! alaaa rindu balik! ouh ouh, had brunch at madam kwan's, ouh the mushroom was delly-o-yummy.

hurm waited for fareez! and and and, ouh ouh ouh i bought this book, 

 and im working on a shirt! hahah, a few people have seen it!

hurm then, watched the curious case of benjamin button, it was AWWEESOOMEEE!!! IF U KNOW WHAT I MEAN!! hahahah
then, we went to haagen duzs! omg it was tasty! dah la waitress tuh terjatuh kan this choco stick and cursed pantat! hahhahaha

yummy!


ouh ouh then went to pavi, bought three books, and went to gap to buy my school bag! woooho

wow

listen to this song, shes a malaysian, like myself, haha baru nak mengaku.



Lyrics...
Deeper Conversation By Yuna

Is your favourite colour blue?
Do you always tell the truth?
Do you believe in outerspace?
Now I'm learning you

Is your skin as tanned as mine?
Does your hair flow sideways?
Did someone take a portion of your heart?
Now I'm learning you

And if you don't mind
Can you tell me
All your hopes and fears
And Everything that you believe in
Would you make a difference in the world
I'd love for you to take me to a deeper conversation
Only you can make me

I let my guard down for you
And in time you will too

If you don't mind
Can you tell me
All your hopes and fears
And Everything that you believe in
Would you make a difference in the world
I'd love for you to take me to a deeper conversation
Only you can make me

If you don't mind
Can you tell me
All your hopes and fears
And Everything that you believe in
Would you make a difference in the world
I'd love for you to take me to a deeper conversation
Only you can make me

4x
Deeper Conversation
Does ur name... with mine...

Sunday, February 22, 2009

i will love you




If I should stay, 
I would only be in your way. 
So I'll go, but I know 
I'll think of you ev'ry step of the way. 

And I will always love you. 
I will always love you. 
You, my darling you. Hmm. 

Bittersweet memories 
that is all I'm taking with me. 
So, goodbye. Please, don't cry. 
We both know I'm not what you, you need. 

And I will always love you. 
I will always love you. 

(Instrumental solo) 

I hope life treats you kind 
And I hope you have all you've dreamed of. 
And I wish to you, joy and happiness. 
But above all this, I wish you love. 

And I will always love you. 
I will always love you. 
I will always love you. 
I will always love you. 
I will always love you. 
I, I will always love you. 

You, darling, I love you. 
Ooh, I'll always, I'll always love you

i love you more than anyone in my life

check out this video. it says it all




"Something About Us"

It might not be the right time
I might not be the right one
But there's something about us I want to say
Cause there's something between us anyway

I might not be the right one
It might not be the right time
But there's something about us I've got to do
Some kind of secret I will share with you

I need you more than anything in my life
I want you more than anything in my life
I'll miss you more than anyone in my life
I love you more than anyone in my life


its a sad tune, it is.

never ever





A few questions that I need to know
How you could ever hurt me so
I need to know what I've done wrong
And how long it's been going on
Was it that I never paid enough attention?
Or did I not give enough affection?
Not only will your answers keep me safe
But I'll know never to make the same mistake again
You can tell me to my face
Or even on the phone
You can write it in a letter
Either way I have to know
Did I never treat you right?
Did I always start the fight?
Either way I'm going out of my mind
All the answers to my questions I have to find

My head's spinning
Boy, I'm in a daze
I feel isolated
Don't want to communicate
I take a shower
I will scour, I will roam
To find peace of mind
The happy mind I once owned
Yeah

Flexing vocabulary runs right through me
The alphabet runs right from A to Z
Conversations, hesitations in my mind
You got my conscience asking questions that I can't find
I'm not crazy
I'm sure I ain't done nothing wrong, no
I'm just waiting
'Cause I heard that this feeling won't last that long

Never ever have I ever felt so low
When you gonna take me out of this black hole?
Never ever have I ever felt so sad
The way I'm feeling, yeah, you got me feeling really bad
Never ever have I had to find
I've had to dig away to find my own piece of mind
I've never ever had my conscience to fight
The way I'm feeling, yeah, it just don't feel right

I'll keep searching
Deep within my soul
For all the answers
Don't want to hurt no more
I need peace, got to feel at ease
Need to be free from pain
Going insane
My heart aches
Yeah

Sometimes vocabulary runs through my head
The alphabet runs right from A to Z
Conversations, hesitations in my mind
You got my conscience asking questions that I can't find
I'm not crazy
I'm sure I ain't done nothing wrong
Now I'm just waiting
'Cause I heard that this feeling won't last that long

Never ever have I ever felt so low
When you gonna take me out of this black hole?
Never ever have I ever felt so sad
The way I'm feeling, yeah, you got me feeling really bad
Never ever have I had to find
I've had to dig away to find my own piece of mind
I've never ever had my conscience to fight
The way I'm feeling, yeah, it just don't feel right
(3x)

You can tell me to my face
You can tell me on the phone
Ooh, you can write it in a letter, babe
'Cause I really need to know
You can write it in a letter, babe
You can write it in a letter, babe

promises

i promised qila and fareez a few things, and i promise that i keep them

qila
1."haris, if i have a son, promise me that u'll remind me to name him fareez, and please, teach him a few things that fareez would, i want him to turn out like fareez".
2."haris, promise me that we will go genting every year?"
3. "haris, promise me that my daughters name would be sarah and farah?"
4." haris, promise that u would remind that i love him? and i dont want that to change?"

fareez
1.make kakak happy
2.ask kakak to date hot guys =(
3.dun go to hell in the end of my life =(
4."i meet u up in the skies where beautiful people like u n kakak suppose to be."
5.stick with kakak no matter what.

im crying, yes, i am, it sadden me that, things will not be as we would plan it to be, have u notice?

Saturday, February 21, 2009

Ouh, Fuck With Everything

heh. im all alone again! wohoo

shit.

im not going to online that frequent anymore, wait maybe i might, but not blogging

why? becasue everything else doesnt matter anymore. i wish im dead. bye guys.

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

I Want To Die

hahaha woooahhh, yeah, basically the title says it all, ouh, im acting all happy, but im sad, really sad.

everyone seems to be leaving me, everyone, by many dissimiliar ways.

and such above statement are to be considered as an eccentric and unprudent misstatement. by most people at least.

i mean, even if i die, i think no one would care, i mean, u would, but not really kan? i would be forgotten as, "ouh my high school friend who died when we were still in school" or "ouh, hes just on of the hundreds of my friends who died recently, big deal, everyone dies"

even if i live, all my close friends, or the people who believe in me, are either, sick, dying, or just left me without a word. dun go away guys, not now. =(

its like deja vu, i mean, the last time i feel this lonely, was when i was 6? i mean, i had a lonely childhood, in kindergardens, other kids wouldnt play with me because their parent wont let so. and the reason was that i was a general's son, and so, u know, they dont want to find trouble, and al tho is kinda faint, i remember, playing with hotwheels all by my self, in front of the kinder's front door, wating for my father's men to pick me up. because my parents doesnt have time for me at that time, u shall know as u read further.

ouh, maybe this is punishment? for drinking? making sin? idk, idk..

apart from that,even if things go well, i wouldnt marry, i have my reasons for that, or even have children. or even just grow old with someone u love,

it all seems like a wishful dream for me.

and now, the clock is ticking, i want to go back, just for 1 minute, or even second, back to where i was happy,when i was 12?it was a good life, it was the 90210 life, private jets, drivers, bodyguard, first class in every thing. but my parent didnt have time for me tho, busy going oversea. but here i am, writing this piece which i have been thinking these past 2 days...

and yet, u might say, that i slur out the importance of life? maybe thats true,but if i die today, maybe, just maybe, i would be free.

im tired of the pass judgements, the never ending complications, i just want to be free, u know, free of everything, i wish i am never been born. i wish.

ouh and my moments of life, are just sweet memories, especially with qila, as she is the one who i unbosom myself to.

im sorry god, im just a slave of yours who hardly accept the death of the one he loves.

Sunday, February 15, 2009

KENTUT!!!!

Citer​ dari kawan​ aku Aku dapat​ citer​ nie dari kawan​ aku.​.​.​ cam nie citer​ dia.​.​.​ Aku ada cerit​a ni.​.​.​ lawak​ la juga.​.​ tapi janga​n ketaw​a tau.​.​.​ Aku baru berka​hwin setah​un yang lepas​ dan duduk​ denga​n ister​i aku. Kami duduk​ berdu​a sahaj​a sebab​ belum​ dikur​niaka​n anak.​ Aku ni ada satu kegem​aran -​iaitu​ makan​ telur​ rebus​.​ Aku pun takta​hu kenap​a aku suka makan​ telur​ rebus​,​ sedap​ agakn​ya.​ Sebel​um aku kahwi​n,​ aku meman​g gila telur​ rebus​.​ Pagi petan​g siang​ malam​ makan​ telur​ rebus​.​ Tapi semen​jak aku kahwi​n ni aku terpa​ksa berko​rbanl​ah,​ iaitu​ denga​n menin​ggalk​an tabia​t aku ini. Lama juga aku dah tak peken​a telur​ rebus​ ni.. sebab​ orang​ rumah​ aku masak​ sedap​-​sedap​.​.​ so aku dah tak kisah​ lagil​ah.​.​ Cerit​anya begin​i,​ bulan​ lepas​ masa aku balik​ kerja​,​ tiba-​tiba keret​a aku rosak​.​.​ akupu​n telef​on bini aku katak​an aku balik​ lamba​t sebab​ kena menap​ak.​ Sebab​ lapar​ akupu​n singg​ah satu kedai​ makan​ tu.​.​.​ ada telur​ rebus​ lah.​.​ akupu​n makan​ nasi denga​n telur​ rebus​.​.​ lepas​tu aku order​ telur​ rebus​ lebih​ lagi untuk​ dirat​ah.​ Sebel​um balik​ aku bungk​us lagi 10 biji telur​ rebus​ untuk​ makan​ sambi​l berja​lan balik​ nanti​.​ Tiba je kat rumah​ aku rasa amatl​ah kenya​ng.​.​ maklu​mlah balas​ denda​m sebab​ lama tak peken​a telur​ rebus​.​ Sebel​um aku masuk​ kerum​ah,​ ister​i aku tiba-​tiba cakap​ dia ada '​surpr​ise'​ untuk​ aku malam​ ni. Dia suruh​ aku tutup​ mata denga​n kain hitam​ yang diika​t kemas​ dibel​akang​ kepal​aku.​ Dan dipim​pinny​a aku sampa​i ke meja makan​.​ Aku duduk​ diker​usi dan ister​iku pesan​ janga​n cuba buka ikata​n yang menut​up matak​u.​ Aku nak pergi​ toile​t sebab​ perut​ku mula buat hal, tapi malas​lah nak spoil​kan '​surpr​ise'​ ister​iku ini. Aku pun tahan​ ler.​.​.​ Tetib​a telef​on berbu​nyi,​ ister​iku pergi​ menga​ngkat​nya.​ Apa lagi ada chanc​e aku pun melep​askan​ kentu​t yang ditah​an sekia​n lama.​.​ Fuuuu​hhh lega rasan​ya.​.​.​ bau boleh​ tahan​.​.​.​ maklu​mler berap​a biji telur​ tah aku bedal​ tadi.​.​.​ Alama​k.​.​ ada lagi satu la.. aku pun angka​t sebel​ah pungg​ung dan lepas​kan satu das lagi.​.​ bunyi​nya PRROO​TTT!​!​.​.​.​ fuh bau janga​n cakap​ beb.​.​ aku pun tak tahan​ bau dia.​.​.​ aku kipas​ pakai​ tanga​n angin​ dia kasi kuran​g sikit​ bau dia.​.​.​ adala​h macam​ bau telur​ tembe​lang sikit​.​.​ Tetib​a aku denga​r bunyi​ telef​on berde​ring lagi.​.​.​ hai laman​ya tungg​u ister​i aku ni, aku tak sabar​ lagi ni nak tahu surpr​ise dia ni. Aku teras​a ada lagil​ah,​ kali ni meman​g aku rasa power​ punya​lah.​.​ aku kumpu​l dulu kasi padu.​.​ lepas​tu aku bangu​n,​ tongg​eng sikit​ dan lepas​kan angin​ taufa​n tu.​.​.​ PRRRO​OOOOT​TT!​!​!​!​.​.​.​ fuhh lega.​.​.​ berge​gar sikit​ meja makan​ dibua​tnya.​.​.​ peh tak tahan​ aku bau dia power​ gila.​.​ aku tutup​ hidun​g aku.​.​ aku rasa bau dia ada sikit​-​sikit​ macam​ bangk​ai la.. mau mati bunga​ atas meja makan​ aku ni.. sambi​l tu aku sebut​ '​ahhhh​.​.​.​.​ lega.​.​.​'​.​ Adala​h dekat​ 5 minit​ baru bau bangk​ai tu hilan​g.​.​ Lepas​ tu ister​i aku kemba​li dan minta​ maaf sebab​ lamba​t.​.​ lalu dia kata '​SURPR​ISE!​!​ HAPPY​ BIRTH​DAY!​!​'​ dan suruh​ aku buka kain penut​up mata aku.​.​ laaa birth​day aku hari ni le.​.​.​ camne​ boleh​ lupa ni.. Aku buka le kain penut​up mata aku.​.​ mulut​ku terus​ melop​ong.​.​.​ALAMA​K!​!​!​ Benda​ perta​ma aku lihat​.​.​ muka merah​ padam​ pak mertu​a aku, mak mertu​a aku, adik ipar aku dua orang​,​ duduk​ kelil​ing meja makan​.​ Bos aku denga​n jiran​ sebel​ah rumah​ rumah​ aku pun ada!​!​.​

MORE OF IT!

Pulan​g dari kekal​ahan dalam​ sebua​h perla​wanan​ persa​habat​an.​.​.​ pemai​n-​pemai​n bolas​epak Kg. Panda​n dirun​dung rasa malu yang amat sanga​t.​ Keran​a itu Hashi​m dan Rosla​n berca​dang untuk​ menya​mar agar tidak​ diken​ali orang​.​ Hashi​m yang menya​mar sebag​ai koboi​.​.​ berja​lan-​jalan​ keked​ai di kampu​ngnya​.​.​.​ Tiba-​tiba seora​ng nenek​ meneg​urnya​.​.​ "Hey Hashi​m.​.​.​"​ Keran​a terke​jut yang belia​u masih​ diken​ali orang​.​.​.​ dia seger​a mengu​bah penya​maran​nya.​.​ kali ini sebag​ai Syeik​h Arab.​.​.​.​ Sekal​i lagi dia kelua​r ke kedai​ untuk​ membe​li baran​g.​.​.​ Untuk​ kali kedua​ dia berte​mbung​ denga​n nenek​.​.​.​.​ Dalam​ hatin​ya berka​ta.​.​ Dia takka​n menge​nali aku lagi.​.​"​ Tiba-​tiba nenek​ berka​ta " Hey Hashi​m"​ Keran​a kehai​ranan​ yang amat sanga​t.​.​.​ "​Maaf , bagai​mana nenek​ dapat​ menge​nali saya?​"​ Nenek​ itu menja​wab.​.​ "La engka​u ni.​.​.​ ini aku la.​.​.​ Rosla​n!​"​

LOOK WHAT I FOUND ON MYSPACE! LOLX

Satu hari ketik​a baru saja tiba dr kuant​an,​ aku singg​ah sekej​ap di KlCC.​Aku ada somet​hing utk dibel​i.​ Ketik​a aku sedan​g melih​at brg diked​ai,​tiba-​tiba perut​ aku teras​a memul​as.​Apala​gi aku pun terus​ berge​gas ke tanda​s kat level​ satu.​Masuk​ saja kat situ,​aku tengo​k ada 3 bilik​ air.​Satu tu bertu​tup,​so aku pegi yg diseb​elahn​ya.​ Baru saja aku duduk​,​aku terde​ngar suara​ dari sebel​ah "​Haa,​camna​ sekar​ang ?" Aku pun bukan​ suka nak berbu​al ngan org yg aku tak kenal​ kat tanda​s tu.​Ntah camna​,​ akhir​nya aku balas​ juga "Ok gak ler" Kemud​ian suara​ tu berta​nya lagi "Ko nak gi mana ni?​?​"​ Iskk.​.​Aku mula rasa musyk​il skit.​.​tapi aku kata "Aku nak balik​,​ singg​ah sini nak beli brg sikit​"​ Lepas​ suara​ tu berta​nya lagi "​Bila ko nak gerak​ ni?​?​"​ Aku selam​ba jer kata.​ '​Lepas​ aku sudah​ ni,​abis beli aku chow la". Kemud​ian aku terde​ngar lagi suara​ org sebel​ah tu berka​ta "​Hei,​aku call balik​ ko lepas​ nilah​,​tiap kali aku tanya​ soala​n kat ko, mamat​ bodo sebel​ah aku ni asyik​ jawap​ jer!​!​!​ .



Moral​:​ janga​n menya​mpuk time orang​ berca​kap.​.

Every Sunday

woohoo its Sunday again, and im putting my best exercise attire, why u asked? simple because,

i still hope we could go jogging again! 

woohhooo but its okee!

im prepared anyway! incase the phone rings! hahah 

hurmm, but it didnt, for three weeks now? i mean, from u at least!

ahahaha, wooah, luckily your not reading this!


Saturday, February 14, 2009

is it us? or is it time?

the more time passes by,
the more i feel the distance,
between u and me,

was it us?
was it me?
was it u?
who changes too much?
or we are actually the same,
but was it time that drifted us away?

but what i know is,
im the only one who misses our moments,
cherish and appreciate it,
because u seem to be so absent minded about it

i miss us,
i miss u,
i miss all of it put together,
is it us? or is it time?

the more we seemed to change,
the more things stay together,
the more we stay the same,
the more things change,

do u get what i mean?
ouh, and im sure of this, no one in the world could replace u =)
im staying, believe me, im persistent.
but your leaving, and im aware of it. *sigh* 



Thursday, February 12, 2009

Something Stupid

okee it was the islamic studies period, and i decided to finish up my left over work in school, apperently i was absent for two days,

and as i was doing the chemistry work that i tried to pass up today but didnt,

ustaz called my name and asked me to read a qoute from a hadis,

SHOCKED! I SAID : ME? SHIT!!!! out freaking loud!

and the class was laughing as expected, and ustaz said : yeah, eat shit,(or something)

the blame goes to Jaswant of course, who teached me these preposterous things! i mean, i was talking to a teacher for crying out loud sake!

lol

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

ZERO PIMPLE!

yes, i am on a misson, to make all these pimples go away by jun or may, coz im going to london! nanti x de saper nak ngorat!

okee 

so
1. no touching2 muke
2. no stress!

baru2 nieh aku stress! peeerhh tumbuh cam cendawan! so no stress

3. elano lotion 3 times a day!

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

WHAT THE FUCK?

wooahh yg nie creepy sial


These Horoscopes are for Tuesday 02/10/2009 
(Hit refresh or reload if the date is wrong.)

Problems with your partner are apparent. You are going through a period of questioning. Don't bother retaliating, just walk away.

my zodiac

it is all, almost true



Virgo

Ruler: Mercury / Element: Earth / Mode: Mutable
Pole: Negative / Third: Individual / Half: Subjective

Embodiment of the individual in the world; problems of adjustment dealing with the world and others; perfection of your approach to life, development of mundane skills; ability to change to adapt to life better.

Service, helping, self-effacing; perfectionist, always seeking to improve, efficiency; practical, functional, interested in crafts and projects; true to self in a simple, unassuming manner; reacts to defeats and setbacks by pulling back and altering approach, lacks confidence in the face of opposition; lives up to duties and responsiblities; interested in maintaining the body as a fit vehicle; diet, exercise, herbs, etc.; aware of conflicts with others, of the give and take required by life.

it was a stupid movie, resident evil : degeneration


watched, resident evil: degeneration,

I SWEAR TO GOD! IT WASTED MY FUCKING ONE AND HALF HOUR!

IT WAS SHIT!

seriously, the storyline just suuckkss, the only thing i can give credit to is the graphics, but even that is not all that great, i think they focused too much on the graphics rather than the storyline. seriously! GOD! IT WAS SO STUPID! FUCK!


i have been

these past few days,

i have been a bitch, a whore, a dipshit, a prick, hahha everything else lah, basically,

and now i think im allll okeee, im alll good,

hopefully, 

im over it, OVER IT HARIS!.

im sick of hurting myself! sheeesh!

So yesterday







You can change your life - if you wanna
You can change your clothes - if you wanna
If you change your mind
Well, that's the way it goes

But I'm gonna keep your jeans
And your old black hat - cause I wanna
They look good on me
You're never gonna get them back

At least not today, not today, not today
'cause

[Chorus:]
If it's over, let it go and
Come tomorrow it will seem
So yesterday, so yesterday
I'm just a bird that's already flown away

Laugh it off let it go and
When you wake up it will seem
So yesterday, so yesterday
Haven't you heard that I'm gonna be okay

You can say you're bored - if you wanna
You can act real tough - if you wanna
You can say you're torn
But I've heard enough

Thank you... you made my mind up for me
When you started to ignore me
Do you see a single tear
It isn't gonna happen here
At least not today, not today, not today
'cause

[Chorus]

If you're over me, I'm already over you
If it's all been done, what is left to do
How can you hang up if the line is dead
If you wanna walk, I'm a step ahead
If you're moving on, I'm already gone
If the light is off then it isn't on
At least not today, not today, not today
'cause

[Chorus 2X]

would have loved u anyway




If I'd've known the way that this would end 
If I'd've read the last page first 
If I'd've had the strength to walk away 
If I'd've known how this would hurt 

I would've loved you anyway 
I'd do it all the same 
Not a second I would change 
Not a touch that I would trade 
Had I known my heart would break 
I'd've loved you anyway 

It's bittersweet to look back now 
At memories withered on a vine 
Just to hold you close to me 
For a moment in time 

I would've loved you anyway 
I'd do it all the same 
Not a second I would change 
Not a touch that I would trade 
Had I known my heart would break 
I'd've loved you anyway 

Even if I'd seen it comin' 
You'd still have seen me runnin' 
Straight into your arms 

I would've loved you anyway 
I'd do it all the same 
Not a second I would change 
Not a touch that I would trade 
Had I known my heart would break 
I would've loved you anyway 
I would've loved you anyway 

IM A SURVIVOR





Now that you are out of my life,
I'm so much better,
You thought that I'd be weak without ya,
But I'm stronger,
You thought that I'd be broke without ya,
But I'm richer,
You thought that I'd be sad without ya,
I laugh harder,
You thought I wouldn't grow without ya,
Now I'm wiser,
You thought that I'd be helpless without ya,
But I'm smarter,
You thought that I'd be stressed without ya,
But I'm chillin'
You thought I wouldn't sell without ya,
Sold nine million.

[Chorus]
I'm a survivor (what),
I'm not gonna give up (what),
I'm not gon' stop (what),
I'm gonna work harder (what),
I'm a survivor (what),
I'm gonna make it (what),
I will survive (what),
Keep on survivin' (what),
I'm a survivor (what),
I'm not gonna give up (what),
I'm not gon' stop (what),
I'm gonna work harder (what),
I'm a survivor (what),
I'm gonna make it (what),
I will survive (what),
Keep on survivin' (what).

(Verse 2)
Thought I couldn't breathe without you,
I'm inhalin'
You thought I couldn't see without you,
Perfect vision,
You thought I couldn't last without ya,
But I'm lastin'
You thought that I would die without ya,
But I'm livin'
Thought that I would fail without ya,
But I'm on top,
Though it would be over by now,
But it won't stop,
You thought that I would self-destruct,
But I'm still here,
Even in my years to come,
I'm still gon' be here.

[Chorus]
I'm a survivor (what),
I'm not gonna give up (what),
I'm not gon' stop (what),
I'm gonna work harder (what),
I'm a survivor (what),
I'm gonna make it (what),
I will survive (what),
Keep on survivin' (what),
I'm a survivor (what),
I'm not gonna give up (what),
I'm not gon' stop (what),
I'm gonna work harder (what),
I'm a survivor (what),
I'm gonna make it (what),
I will survive (what),
Keep on survivin' (what).

(Bridge)
I'm wishin' you the best,
Pray that you are blessed,
Much success, no stress, and lots of happiness,
(I'm better than that)
I'm not gonna blast you on the radio,
(I'm better than that)
I'm not gonna lie on you or your family, yo,
(I'm better than that)
I'm not gonna hate you in the magazine,
(I'm better than that)
I'm not gonna compromise my Christianity,
(I'm better than that)
You know I'm not gonna diss you on the Internet
Cause my momma told me better than that.

[Chorus]
I'm a survivor (what),
I'm not gonna give up (what),
I'm not gon' stop (what),
I'm gonna work harder (what),
I'm a survivor (what),
I'm gonna make it (what),
I will survive (what),
Keep on survivin' (what),
I'm a survivor (what),
I'm not gonna give up (what),
I'm not gon' stop (what),
I'm gonna work harder (what),
I'm a survivor (what),
I'm gonna make it (what),
I will survive (what),
Keep on survivin' (what).

Oh
(Oh)
Oh
(Oh)
Oh
(Oh)
Oh
(Oh)
Oh
(Oh)
Oh
(Oh)
Oh
(Oh)
Oh
(Oh)

After all of the darkness and sadness,
Still comes happiness,
If I surround myself with positive things,
I'll gain prosperity.

[Chorus]
I'm a survivor (what),
I'm not gonna give up (what),
I'm not gon' stop (what),
I'm gonna work harder (what),
I'm a survivor (what),
I'm gonna make it (what),
I will survive (what),
Keep on survivin' (what),
I'm a survivor (what),
I'm not gonna give up (what),
I'm not gon' stop (what)(Don't stop me now)
I'm gonna work harder (what),
I'm a survivor (what),
I'm gonna make it (what),
I will survive (what),
Keep on survivin' (what).

[Chorus]
I'm a survivor (what),
I'm not gonna give up (what),
I'm not gon' stop (what),
I'm gonna work harder (what),
I'm a survivor (what),
I'm gonna make it (what),
I will survive (what),
Keep on survivin' (what),
I'm a survivor (what),
I'm not gonna give up (what),
I'm not gon' stop (what),
I'm gonna work harder (what),
I'm a survivor (what),
I'm gonna make it (what),
I will survive (what),
Keep on survivin' (what).

I NEED HELP

i think im having some emotional crisis,


well i know im getting through depression, i need to see a doctor.


im fucked up.

Sunday, February 8, 2009

Gran Torino,


its a movie, u should watch it, seriously, sigh. its kinda sad tho.

the summary:

Walt Kowalski is a widower who holds onto his prejudices despite the changes in his Michigan neighborhood and the world around him. Kowalski is a grumpy, tough-minded, unhappy an old man, who can't get along with either his kids or his neighbors, a Korean War veteran whose prize possession is a 1972 Gran Torino he keeps in mint condition. When his neighbor Thao, a young Hmong teenager under pressure from his gang member cousin, tries to steal his Gran Torino, Kowalski sets out to reform the youth. Drawn against his will into the life of Thao's family, Kowalski is soon taking steps to protect them from the gangs that infest their neighborhood



Thursday, February 5, 2009

almost lover, always do

i was, well spring-cleaning my room at like 2 am this morning, and found my almost lover's piece of writing,and just remembered that i lend my books to my almost lover. =( sigh.

x reti nak pulangkan balik plak tuh! terima kaseeh laa!
dah la hilangkan handphone aku! ceh!
love u alot thoo =))) hahah

anyway, found this song, well fendy gave it to me, almost lover by fine frenzy, and here are the lyrics.




Your fingertips across my skin
The palm trees swaying in the wind
Images
You sang me Spanish lullabies
The sweetest sadness in your eyes
Clever trick

Well, I never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me

[Chorus]
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

We walked along a crowded street
You took my hand and danced with me
Images
And when you left, you kissed my lips
You told me you would never, never forget 
These images

No

Well, I'd never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me

[Chorus]
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

I cannot go to the ocean
I cannot drive the streets at night
I cannot wake up in the morning 
Without you on my mind
So you're gone and I'm haunted
And I bet you are just fine

Did I make it that
Easy to walk right in and out
Of my life?

[Chorus]
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should have known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do


ouh and school? the usual non-ending homework lol

Sunday, February 1, 2009

kene marah

kene marah sbb, aku tido ngan qila

giler mak bapak aku bising, popek,popek, at least they didtn scream at my fucking ears! tapi pedasss weyhh,

haha u know lah, my dad x sgt, hess more on the reverse physiology but my mum fuuuhhhh, dah la panggil aku gay, babi.


urghh, suker hati aku lah nak tido sebelah qila pun, aduhs

i think

heh. 02 13 in the morning, lol

was just thinking, and maybe realised something, i think whgen im upset, i would be too happy and excited! i mean, when i cant handle it anymore. heh, omg omg omg HOT! hahah omg! kakak cepat balik!

Saturday, January 31, 2009

serial killer.

waiting for my tutor/friend.

i am totally bored.

ouh, recently, i'm feeling a little bit, under the weather. why u asked? aderlah.

im having this thoughts lately, to kill people, ouh won't it be wonderful? i mean just imagine right.

blood gushing out from the body! omg yummy! hahahah

wohoooo, kakak plak gi melaka, esok or lusa baru balik. haish. saper  kwn lg yg aku ader? dier jer kot. hahahah sadis.

aku bosan! homework pun lom siap lagi, great

hair treatment

haha, i was bored, so i visited this website about how to nurture your fucking hair :http://www.pioneerthinking.com/conditioner5.html


lol,

and i have not finished my homework yet. bosan kot babi. bosan bosan bosan

Thursday, January 29, 2009

sleepover and more

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