THE BEST CHEERLEADER IN THE PLANET

She is Kiara Nowlin

People call her Kiki,

same goes to my sister,

they even look the same too! lol

ouh check this out, its her video

DREW BARRYMORE FLASHES!

she flashes her boobs in front of Letterman!

"During a 1995 appearance on The Late Show with David Letterman, Barrymore shocked the normally unflappable host by climbing onto his desk and flashing him (but with her back to the camera) for his birthday."

HAHAH OMG! WATCH THIS! its a prank!

funniest shit ever!

funny conversation

was trying to  pissed my friend off, turned out to be funny

Affandi Fasha: p/s: Arina.....

Affandi Fasha: the heck

Affandi Fasha: u serious eh

stuck with boredom: yeah

stuck with boredom: she should die before christmas

Affandi Fasha: y ?

stuck with boredom: haha

stuck with boredom: idk

stuck with boredom: i just hate her

stuck with boredom: the end

Affandi Fasha: lol

Affandi Fasha: man tq i dun have ppl hate me 

stuck with boredom: hahhaha

stuck with boredom: how do u know?

Affandi Fasha: always the good guy

stuck with boredom: aku nak hate ko la

stuck with boredom: best

Affandi Fasha: lol

Affandi Fasha: and the reason is ?

stuck with boredom: coz u suck

Affandi Fasha: wah!

Affandi Fasha: is that even an answer

Affandi Fasha: lol

Affandi Fasha: u suck 

stuck with boredom: u fag

Affandi Fasha: nani ???

stuck with boredom: i hope u die before christmas

Affandi Fasha: lol

Affandi Fasha: haris

stuck with boredom: hahahha

stuck with boredom: yeay

Affandi Fasha: this is just funny

stuck with boredom: i win

stuck with boredom: what is?

Affandi Fasha: lol

Affandi Fasha: this conversation 

stuck with boredom: hahah i think so too

Affandi Fasha: so dude

Affandi Fasha: what u doin this late night ?

stuck with boredom: being gay

stuck with boredom is me obviously

Yeay!

yeah! the weekdays over! for this week at least, next week im having my exam. ish ish. fucker im going to study hard. like yeah ryte? fuck u,

anyway,

woohooo went to buy some hot dogs! a stall in front of 7-eleven, obviously i went into that shop too, to buy some drinks, whilst paying the drinks, i noticed something that just made me into a frantic loony, dunhill menthol lights.

FUCK!!!! I WANT SOME OF THAT HABIT-FORMING SON OF A BITCH.

woah,just noticed something, i cussed a lot today, ish ish.

ouh ouh, QILA!~ the best sister ever love you! how would my life be without you? ish ish

p/s: Arina, i hope u'd die before Christmas, u i-apply-cream-on-my-knockers-so-that-they-would-grow-big bitch. fucker. i hate u, forever and always

Expiration Date

Lyrics:
Waiting for nothing to start
Its getting late 
Why dont we call it a day
I could easily go for a drink
Watching you shrink
This isnt easy to say
But Id like to get over
Id like get over you

Never knew love was a fad
You fooled me bad
Wish you were easy to hate
But Im stuck in the middle for now
Wondering how
I entertain this debate
And Id like to get over
Id like to get over you

Why did you stop
Doing the things you did
To make me fall
When did you start
Stealing my dreams
To hang on your white walls

Dinner for two lost its taste
When I embraced
All of your leftover bait
And I wish we had never gone stale
But who tell
Your expiration date
Oh Id like to get over
Id like to get over you

Why did you stop
Building our little home
The picket fence
When did you start
Complimenting in past
And future tense
Stop
Wandering through my mind
As you once were
Start
Hoping that Ill come back
When youre the last man on earth
I guess that I should have know
Throw the first stone
If you feel perfect today
Oh Id like to get over
Id like to get over you

ADDICTION!

every day, im battling against achohol and smokes addiction! its addictive! ish ish, yummy! tho i have stopped, the craving is inevitable.

lunar

I had dreamt I heard a song 
in the snowy sky 
hahaha I laughed away 
as I danced along
I had dreamt I heard a song
then it faded away

ouh yesterday was a blast!

hurm went to klcc with zullie! hahahha giler gay, anyway, met kakak! alaaa rindu balik! ouh ouh, had brunch at madam kwan's, ouh the mushroom was delly-o-yummy.

hurm waited for fareez! and and and, ouh ouh ouh i bought this book, 

 and im working on a shirt! hahah, a few people have seen it!

hurm then, watched the curious case of benjamin button, it was AWWEESOOMEEE!!! IF U KNOW WHAT I MEAN!! hahahah

then, we went to haagen duzs! omg it was tasty! dah la waitress tuh terjatuh kan this choco stick and cursed pantat! hahhahaha

yummy!

ouh ouh then went to pavi, bought three books, and went to gap to buy my school bag! woooho

wow

listen to this song, shes a malaysian, like myself, haha baru nak mengaku.

Lyrics...
Deeper Conversation By Yuna

Is your favourite colour blue?
Do you always tell the truth?
Do you believe in outerspace?
Now I'm learning you

Is your skin as tanned as mine?
Does your hair flow sideways?
Did someone take a portion of your heart?
Now I'm learning you

And if you don't mind
Can you tell me
All your hopes and fears
And Everything that you believe in
Would you make a difference in the world
I'd love for you to take me to a deeper conversation
Only you can make me

I let my guard down for you
And in time you will too

If you don't mind
Can you tell me
All your hopes and fears
And Everything that you believe in
Would you make a difference in the world
I'd love for you to take me to a deeper conversation
Only you can make me

If you don't mind
Can you tell me
All your hopes and fears
And Everything that you believe in
Would you make a difference in the world
I'd love for you to take me to a deeper conversation
Only you can make me

4x
Deeper Conversation
Does ur name... with mine...

i will love you

If I should stay, 
I would only be in your way. 
So I'll go, but I know 
I'll think of you ev'ry step of the way. 

And I will always love you. 
I will always love you. 
You, my darling you. Hmm. 

Bittersweet memories 
that is all I'm taking with me. 
So, goodbye. Please, don't cry. 
We both know I'm not what you, you need. 

And I will always love you. 
I will always love you. 

(Instrumental solo) 

I hope life treats you kind 
And I hope you have all you've dreamed of. 
And I wish to you, joy and happiness. 
But above all this, I wish you love. 

And I will always love you. 
I will always love you. 
I will always love you. 
I will always love you. 
I will always love you. 
I, I will always love you. 

You, darling, I love you. 
Ooh, I'll always, I'll always love you

i love you more than anyone in my life

check out this video. it says it all

"Something About Us"

It might not be the right time
I might not be the right one
But there's something about us I want to say
Cause there's something between us anyway

I might not be the right one
It might not be the right time
But there's something about us I've got to do
Some kind of secret I will share with you

I need you more than anything in my life
I want you more than anything in my life
I'll miss you more than anyone in my life
I love you more than anyone in my life

its a sad tune, it is.

never ever

A few questions that I need to know
How you could ever hurt me so
I need to know what I've done wrong
And how long it's been going on
Was it that I never paid enough attention?
Or did I not give enough affection?
Not only will your answers keep me safe
But I'll know never to make the same mistake again
You can tell me to my face
Or even on the phone
You can write it in a letter
Either way I have to know
Did I never treat you right?
Did I always start the fight?
Either way I'm going out of my mind
All the answers to my questions I have to find

My head's spinning
Boy, I'm in a daze
I feel isolated
Don't want to communicate
I take a shower
I will scour, I will roam
To find peace of mind
The happy mind I once owned
Yeah

Flexing vocabulary runs right through me
The alphabet runs right from A to Z
Conversations, hesitations in my mind
You got my conscience asking questions that I can't find
I'm not crazy
I'm sure I ain't done nothing wrong, no
I'm just waiting
'Cause I heard that this feeling won't last that long

Never ever have I ever felt so low
When you gonna take me out of this black hole?
Never ever have I ever felt so sad
The way I'm feeling, yeah, you got me feeling really bad
Never ever have I had to find
I've had to dig away to find my own piece of mind
I've never ever had my conscience to fight
The way I'm feeling, yeah, it just don't feel right

I'll keep searching
Deep within my soul
For all the answers
Don't want to hurt no more
I need peace, got to feel at ease
Need to be free from pain
Going insane
My heart aches
Yeah

Sometimes vocabulary runs through my head
The alphabet runs right from A to Z
Conversations, hesitations in my mind
You got my conscience asking questions that I can't find
I'm not crazy
I'm sure I ain't done nothing wrong
Now I'm just waiting
'Cause I heard that this feeling won't last that long

Never ever have I ever felt so low
When you gonna take me out of this black hole?
Never ever have I ever felt so sad
The way I'm feeling, yeah, you got me feeling really bad
Never ever have I had to find
I've had to dig away to find my own piece of mind
I've never ever had my conscience to fight
The way I'm feeling, yeah, it just don't feel right
(3x)

You can tell me to my face
You can tell me on the phone
Ooh, you can write it in a letter, babe
'Cause I really need to know
You can write it in a letter, babe
You can write it in a letter, babe

promises

i promised qila and fareez a few things, and i promise that i keep them

qila

1."haris, if i have a son, promise me that u'll remind me to name him fareez, and please, teach him a few things that fareez would, i want him to turn out like fareez".

2."haris, promise me that we will go genting every year?"

3. "haris, promise me that my daughters name would be sarah and farah?"

4." haris, promise that u would remind that i love him? and i dont want that to change?"

fareez

1.make kakak happy

2.ask kakak to date hot guys =(

3.dun go to hell in the end of my life =(

4."i meet u up in the skies where beautiful people like u n kakak suppose to be."

5.stick with kakak no matter what.

im crying, yes, i am, it sadden me that, things will not be as we would plan it to be, have u notice?

Ouh, Fuck With Everything

heh. im all alone again! wohoo

shit.

im not going to online that frequent anymore, wait maybe i might, but not blogging

why? becasue everything else doesnt matter anymore. i wish im dead. bye guys.

I Want To Die

hahaha woooahhh, yeah, basically the title says it all, ouh, im acting all happy, but im sad, really sad.

everyone seems to be leaving me, everyone, by many dissimiliar ways.

and such above statement are to be considered as an eccentric and unprudent misstatement. by most people at least.

i mean, even if i die, i think no one would care, i mean, u would, but not really kan? i would be forgotten as, "ouh my high school friend who died when we were still in school" or "ouh, hes just on of the hundreds of my friends who died recently, big deal, everyone dies"

even if i live, all my close friends, or the people who believe in me, are either, sick, dying, or just left me without a word. dun go away guys, not now. =(

its like deja vu, i mean, the last time i feel this lonely, was when i was 6? i mean, i had a lonely childhood, in kindergardens, other kids wouldnt play with me because their parent wont let so. and the reason was that i was a general's son, and so, u know, they dont want to find trouble, and al tho is kinda faint, i remember, playing with hotwheels all by my self, in front of the kinder's front door, wating for my father's men to pick me up. because my parents doesnt have time for me at that time, u shall know as u read further.

ouh, maybe this is punishment? for drinking? making sin? idk, idk..

apart from that,even if things go well, i wouldnt marry, i have my reasons for that, or even have children. or even just grow old with someone u love,

it all seems like a wishful dream for me.

and now, the clock is ticking, i want to go back, just for 1 minute, or even second, back to where i was happy,when i was 12?it was a good life, it was the 90210 life, private jets, drivers, bodyguard, first class in every thing. but my parent didnt have time for me tho, busy going oversea. but here i am, writing this piece which i have been thinking these past 2 days...

and yet, u might say, that i slur out the importance of life? maybe thats true,but if i die today, maybe, just maybe, i would be free.

im tired of the pass judgements, the never ending complications, i just want to be free, u know, free of everything, i wish i am never been born. i wish.

ouh and my moments of life, are just sweet memories, especially with qila, as she is the one who i unbosom myself to.

im sorry god, im just a slave of yours who hardly accept the death of the one he loves.

KENTUT!!!!

Citer​ dari kawan​ aku Aku dapat​ citer​ nie dari kawan​ aku.​.​.​ cam nie citer​ dia.​.​.​ Aku ada cerit​a ni.​.​.​ lawak​ la juga.​.​ tapi janga​n ketaw​a tau.​.​.​ Aku baru berka​hwin setah​un yang lepas​ dan duduk​ denga​n ister​i aku. Kami duduk​ berdu​a sahaj​a sebab​ belum​ dikur​niaka​n anak.​ Aku ni ada satu kegem​aran -​iaitu​ makan​ telur​ rebus​.​ Aku pun takta​hu kenap​a aku suka makan​ telur​ rebus​,​ sedap​ agakn​ya.​ Sebel​um aku kahwi​n,​ aku meman​g gila telur​ rebus​.​ Pagi petan​g siang​ malam​ makan​ telur​ rebus​.​ Tapi semen​jak aku kahwi​n ni aku terpa​ksa berko​rbanl​ah,​ iaitu​ denga​n menin​ggalk​an tabia​t aku ini. Lama juga aku dah tak peken​a telur​ rebus​ ni.. sebab​ orang​ rumah​ aku masak​ sedap​-​sedap​.​.​ so aku dah tak kisah​ lagil​ah.​.​ Cerit​anya begin​i,​ bulan​ lepas​ masa aku balik​ kerja​,​ tiba-​tiba keret​a aku rosak​.​.​ akupu​n telef​on bini aku katak​an aku balik​ lamba​t sebab​ kena menap​ak.​ Sebab​ lapar​ akupu​n singg​ah satu kedai​ makan​ tu.​.​.​ ada telur​ rebus​ lah.​.​ akupu​n makan​ nasi denga​n telur​ rebus​.​.​ lepas​tu aku order​ telur​ rebus​ lebih​ lagi untuk​ dirat​ah.​ Sebel​um balik​ aku bungk​us lagi 10 biji telur​ rebus​ untuk​ makan​ sambi​l berja​lan balik​ nanti​.​ Tiba je kat rumah​ aku rasa amatl​ah kenya​ng.​.​ maklu​mlah balas​ denda​m sebab​ lama tak peken​a telur​ rebus​.​ Sebel​um aku masuk​ kerum​ah,​ ister​i aku tiba-​tiba cakap​ dia ada '​surpr​ise'​ untuk​ aku malam​ ni. Dia suruh​ aku tutup​ mata denga​n kain hitam​ yang diika​t kemas​ dibel​akang​ kepal​aku.​ Dan dipim​pinny​a aku sampa​i ke meja makan​.​ Aku duduk​ diker​usi dan ister​iku pesan​ janga​n cuba buka ikata​n yang menut​up matak​u.​ Aku nak pergi​ toile​t sebab​ perut​ku mula buat hal, tapi malas​lah nak spoil​kan '​surpr​ise'​ ister​iku ini. Aku pun tahan​ ler.​.​.​ Tetib​a telef​on berbu​nyi,​ ister​iku pergi​ menga​ngkat​nya.​ Apa lagi ada chanc​e aku pun melep​askan​ kentu​t yang ditah​an sekia​n lama.​.​ Fuuuu​hhh lega rasan​ya.​.​.​ bau boleh​ tahan​.​.​.​ maklu​mler berap​a biji telur​ tah aku bedal​ tadi.​.​.​ Alama​k.​.​ ada lagi satu la.. aku pun angka​t sebel​ah pungg​ung dan lepas​kan satu das lagi.​.​ bunyi​nya PRROO​TTT!​!​.​.​.​ fuh bau janga​n cakap​ beb.​.​ aku pun tak tahan​ bau dia.​.​.​ aku kipas​ pakai​ tanga​n angin​ dia kasi kuran​g sikit​ bau dia.​.​.​ adala​h macam​ bau telur​ tembe​lang sikit​.​.​ Tetib​a aku denga​r bunyi​ telef​on berde​ring lagi.​.​.​ hai laman​ya tungg​u ister​i aku ni, aku tak sabar​ lagi ni nak tahu surpr​ise dia ni. Aku teras​a ada lagil​ah,​ kali ni meman​g aku rasa power​ punya​lah.​.​ aku kumpu​l dulu kasi padu.​.​ lepas​tu aku bangu​n,​ tongg​eng sikit​ dan lepas​kan angin​ taufa​n tu.​.​.​ PRRRO​OOOOT​TT!​!​!​!​.​.​.​ fuhh lega.​.​.​ berge​gar sikit​ meja makan​ dibua​tnya.​.​.​ peh tak tahan​ aku bau dia power​ gila.​.​ aku tutup​ hidun​g aku.​.​ aku rasa bau dia ada sikit​-​sikit​ macam​ bangk​ai la.. mau mati bunga​ atas meja makan​ aku ni.. sambi​l tu aku sebut​ '​ahhhh​.​.​.​.​ lega.​.​.​'​.​ Adala​h dekat​ 5 minit​ baru bau bangk​ai tu hilan​g.​.​ Lepas​ tu ister​i aku kemba​li dan minta​ maaf sebab​ lamba​t.​.​ lalu dia kata '​SURPR​ISE!​!​ HAPPY​ BIRTH​DAY!​!​'​ dan suruh​ aku buka kain penut​up mata aku.​.​ laaa birth​day aku hari ni le.​.​.​ camne​ boleh​ lupa ni.. Aku buka le kain penut​up mata aku.​.​ mulut​ku terus​ melop​ong.​.​.​ALAMA​K!​!​!​ Benda​ perta​ma aku lihat​.​.​ muka merah​ padam​ pak mertu​a aku, mak mertu​a aku, adik ipar aku dua orang​,​ duduk​ kelil​ing meja makan​.​ Bos aku denga​n jiran​ sebel​ah rumah​ rumah​ aku pun ada!​!​.​

MORE OF IT!

Pulan​g dari kekal​ahan dalam​ sebua​h perla​wanan​ persa​habat​an.​.​.​ pemai​n-​pemai​n bolas​epak Kg. Panda​n dirun​dung rasa malu yang amat sanga​t.​ Keran​a itu Hashi​m dan Rosla​n berca​dang untuk​ menya​mar agar tidak​ diken​ali orang​.​ Hashi​m yang menya​mar sebag​ai koboi​.​.​ berja​lan-​jalan​ keked​ai di kampu​ngnya​.​.​.​ Tiba-​tiba seora​ng nenek​ meneg​urnya​.​.​ "Hey Hashi​m.​.​.​"​ Keran​a terke​jut yang belia​u masih​ diken​ali orang​.​.​.​ dia seger​a mengu​bah penya​maran​nya.​.​ kali ini sebag​ai Syeik​h Arab.​.​.​.​ Sekal​i lagi dia kelua​r ke kedai​ untuk​ membe​li baran​g.​.​.​ Untuk​ kali kedua​ dia berte​mbung​ denga​n nenek​.​.​.​.​ Dalam​ hatin​ya berka​ta.​.​ Dia takka​n menge​nali aku lagi.​.​"​ Tiba-​tiba nenek​ berka​ta " Hey Hashi​m"​ Keran​a kehai​ranan​ yang amat sanga​t.​.​.​ "​Maaf , bagai​mana nenek​ dapat​ menge​nali saya?​"​ Nenek​ itu menja​wab.​.​ "La engka​u ni.​.​.​ ini aku la.​.​.​ Rosla​n!​"​

LOOK WHAT I FOUND ON MYSPACE! LOLX

Satu hari ketik​a baru saja tiba dr kuant​an,​ aku singg​ah sekej​ap di KlCC.​Aku ada somet​hing utk dibel​i.​ Ketik​a aku sedan​g melih​at brg diked​ai,​tiba-​tiba perut​ aku teras​a memul​as.​Apala​gi aku pun terus​ berge​gas ke tanda​s kat level​ satu.​Masuk​ saja kat situ,​aku tengo​k ada 3 bilik​ air.​Satu tu bertu​tup,​so aku pegi yg diseb​elahn​ya.​ Baru saja aku duduk​,​aku terde​ngar suara​ dari sebel​ah "​Haa,​camna​ sekar​ang ?" Aku pun bukan​ suka nak berbu​al ngan org yg aku tak kenal​ kat tanda​s tu.​Ntah camna​,​ akhir​nya aku balas​ juga "Ok gak ler" Kemud​ian suara​ tu berta​nya lagi "Ko nak gi mana ni?​?​"​ Iskk.​.​Aku mula rasa musyk​il skit.​.​tapi aku kata "Aku nak balik​,​ singg​ah sini nak beli brg sikit​"​ Lepas​ suara​ tu berta​nya lagi "​Bila ko nak gerak​ ni?​?​"​ Aku selam​ba jer kata.​ '​Lepas​ aku sudah​ ni,​abis beli aku chow la". Kemud​ian aku terde​ngar lagi suara​ org sebel​ah tu berka​ta "​Hei,​aku call balik​ ko lepas​ nilah​,​tiap kali aku tanya​ soala​n kat ko, mamat​ bodo sebel​ah aku ni asyik​ jawap​ jer!​!​!​ .



Moral​:​ janga​n menya​mpuk time orang​ berca​kap.​.

Every Sunday

woohoo its Sunday again, and im putting my best exercise attire, why u asked? simple because,

i still hope we could go jogging again! 

woohhooo but its okee!

im prepared anyway! incase the phone rings! hahah 

hurmm, but it didnt, for three weeks now? i mean, from u at least!

ahahaha, wooah, luckily your not reading this!

is it us? or is it time?

the more time passes by,

the more i feel the distance,

between u and me,

was it us?

was it me?

was it u?

who changes too much?

or we are actually the same,

but was it time that drifted us away?

but what i know is,

im the only one who misses our moments,

cherish and appreciate it,

because u seem to be so absent minded about it

i miss us,

i miss u,

i miss all of it put together,

is it us? or is it time?

the more we seemed to change,

the more things stay together,

the more we stay the same,

the more things change,

do u get what i mean?

ouh, and im sure of this, no one in the world could replace u =)

im staying, believe me, im persistent.

but your leaving, and im aware of it. *sigh* 

Something Stupid

okee it was the islamic studies period, and i decided to finish up my left over work in school, apperently i was absent for two days,

and as i was doing the chemistry work that i tried to pass up today but didnt,

ustaz called my name and asked me to read a qoute from a hadis,

SHOCKED! I SAID : ME? SHIT!!!! out freaking loud!

and the class was laughing as expected, and ustaz said : yeah, eat shit,(or something)

the blame goes to Jaswant of course, who teached me these preposterous things! i mean, i was talking to a teacher for crying out loud sake!

lol

ZERO PIMPLE!

yes, i am on a misson, to make all these pimples go away by jun or may, coz im going to london! nanti x de saper nak ngorat!

okee 

so

1. no touching2 muke

2. no stress!

baru2 nieh aku stress! peeerhh tumbuh cam cendawan! so no stress

3. elano lotion 3 times a day!

WHAT THE FUCK?

wooahh yg nie creepy sial

These Horoscopes are for Tuesday 02/10/2009 
(Hit refresh or reload if the date is wrong.)

Problems with your partner are apparent. You are going through a period of questioning. Don't bother retaliating, just walk away.

my zodiac

it is all, almost true

Virgo

Ruler: Mercury / Element: Earth / Mode: Mutable
Pole: Negative / Third: Individual / Half: Subjective

Embodiment of the individual in the world; problems of adjustment dealing with the world and others; perfection of your approach to life, development of mundane skills; ability to change to adapt to life better.

Service, helping, self-effacing; perfectionist, always seeking to improve, efficiency; practical, functional, interested in crafts and projects; true to self in a simple, unassuming manner; reacts to defeats and setbacks by pulling back and altering approach, lacks confidence in the face of opposition; lives up to duties and responsiblities; interested in maintaining the body as a fit vehicle; diet, exercise, herbs, etc.; aware of conflicts with others, of the give and take required by life.

it was a stupid movie, resident evil : degeneration

watched, resident evil: degeneration,

I SWEAR TO GOD! IT WASTED MY FUCKING ONE AND HALF HOUR!

IT WAS SHIT!

seriously, the storyline just suuckkss, the only thing i can give credit to is the graphics, but even that is not all that great, i think they focused too much on the graphics rather than the storyline. seriously! GOD! IT WAS SO STUPID! FUCK!

i have been

these past few days,

i have been a bitch, a whore, a dipshit, a prick, hahha everything else lah, basically,

and now i think im allll okeee, im alll good,

hopefully, 

im over it, OVER IT HARIS!.

im sick of hurting myself! sheeesh!

So yesterday

You can change your life - if you wanna
You can change your clothes - if you wanna
If you change your mind
Well, that's the way it goes

But I'm gonna keep your jeans
And your old black hat - cause I wanna
They look good on me
You're never gonna get them back

At least not today, not today, not today
'cause

[Chorus:]
If it's over, let it go and
Come tomorrow it will seem
So yesterday, so yesterday
I'm just a bird that's already flown away

Laugh it off let it go and
When you wake up it will seem
So yesterday, so yesterday
Haven't you heard that I'm gonna be okay

You can say you're bored - if you wanna
You can act real tough - if you wanna
You can say you're torn
But I've heard enough

Thank you... you made my mind up for me
When you started to ignore me
Do you see a single tear
It isn't gonna happen here
At least not today, not today, not today
'cause

[Chorus]

If you're over me, I'm already over you
If it's all been done, what is left to do
How can you hang up if the line is dead
If you wanna walk, I'm a step ahead
If you're moving on, I'm already gone
If the light is off then it isn't on
At least not today, not today, not today
'cause

[Chorus 2X]

would have loved u anyway

If I'd've known the way that this would end 
If I'd've read the last page first 
If I'd've had the strength to walk away 
If I'd've known how this would hurt 

I would've loved you anyway 
I'd do it all the same 
Not a second I would change 
Not a touch that I would trade 
Had I known my heart would break 
I'd've loved you anyway 

It's bittersweet to look back now 
At memories withered on a vine 
Just to hold you close to me 
For a moment in time 

I would've loved you anyway 
I'd do it all the same 
Not a second I would change 
Not a touch that I would trade 
Had I known my heart would break 
I'd've loved you anyway 

Even if I'd seen it comin' 
You'd still have seen me runnin' 
Straight into your arms 

I would've loved you anyway 
I'd do it all the same 
Not a second I would change 
Not a touch that I would trade 
Had I known my heart would break 
I would've loved you anyway 
I would've loved you anyway 

IM A SURVIVOR

Now that you are out of my life,
I'm so much better,
You thought that I'd be weak without ya,
But I'm stronger,
You thought that I'd be broke without ya,
But I'm richer,
You thought that I'd be sad without ya,
I laugh harder,
You thought I wouldn't grow without ya,
Now I'm wiser,
You thought that I'd be helpless without ya,
But I'm smarter,
You thought that I'd be stressed without ya,
But I'm chillin'
You thought I wouldn't sell without ya,
Sold nine million.

[Chorus]
I'm a survivor (what),
I'm not gonna give up (what),
I'm not gon' stop (what),
I'm gonna work harder (what),
I'm a survivor (what),
I'm gonna make it (what),
I will survive (what),
Keep on survivin' (what),
I'm a survivor (what),
I'm not gonna give up (what),
I'm not gon' stop (what),
I'm gonna work harder (what),
I'm a survivor (what),
I'm gonna make it (what),
I will survive (what),
Keep on survivin' (what).

(Verse 2)
Thought I couldn't breathe without you,
I'm inhalin'
You thought I couldn't see without you,
Perfect vision,
You thought I couldn't last without ya,
But I'm lastin'
You thought that I would die without ya,
But I'm livin'
Thought that I would fail without ya,
But I'm on top,
Though it would be over by now,
But it won't stop,
You thought that I would self-destruct,
But I'm still here,
Even in my years to come,
I'm still gon' be here.

[Chorus]
I'm a survivor (what),
I'm not gonna give up (what),
I'm not gon' stop (what),
I'm gonna work harder (what),
I'm a survivor (what),
I'm gonna make it (what),
I will survive (what),
Keep on survivin' (what),
I'm a survivor (what),
I'm not gonna give up (what),
I'm not gon' stop (what),
I'm gonna work harder (what),
I'm a survivor (what),
I'm gonna make it (what),
I will survive (what),
Keep on survivin' (what).

(Bridge)
I'm wishin' you the best,
Pray that you are blessed,
Much success, no stress, and lots of happiness,
(I'm better than that)
I'm not gonna blast you on the radio,
(I'm better than that)
I'm not gonna lie on you or your family, yo,
(I'm better than that)
I'm not gonna hate you in the magazine,
(I'm better than that)
I'm not gonna compromise my Christianity,
(I'm better than that)
You know I'm not gonna diss you on the Internet
Cause my momma told me better than that.

[Chorus]
I'm a survivor (what),
I'm not gonna give up (what),
I'm not gon' stop (what),
I'm gonna work harder (what),
I'm a survivor (what),
I'm gonna make it (what),
I will survive (what),
Keep on survivin' (what),
I'm a survivor (what),
I'm not gonna give up (what),
I'm not gon' stop (what),
I'm gonna work harder (what),
I'm a survivor (what),
I'm gonna make it (what),
I will survive (what),
Keep on survivin' (what).

Oh
(Oh)
Oh
(Oh)
Oh
(Oh)
Oh
(Oh)
Oh
(Oh)
Oh
(Oh)
Oh
(Oh)
Oh
(Oh)

After all of the darkness and sadness,
Still comes happiness,
If I surround myself with positive things,
I'll gain prosperity.

[Chorus]
I'm a survivor (what),
I'm not gonna give up (what),
I'm not gon' stop (what),
I'm gonna work harder (what),
I'm a survivor (what),
I'm gonna make it (what),
I will survive (what),
Keep on survivin' (what),
I'm a survivor (what),
I'm not gonna give up (what),
I'm not gon' stop (what)(Don't stop me now)
I'm gonna work harder (what),
I'm a survivor (what),
I'm gonna make it (what),
I will survive (what),
Keep on survivin' (what).

[Chorus]
I'm a survivor (what),
I'm not gonna give up (what),
I'm not gon' stop (what),
I'm gonna work harder (what),
I'm a survivor (what),
I'm gonna make it (what),
I will survive (what),
Keep on survivin' (what),
I'm a survivor (what),
I'm not gonna give up (what),
I'm not gon' stop (what),
I'm gonna work harder (what),
I'm a survivor (what),
I'm gonna make it (what),
I will survive (what),
Keep on survivin' (what).

I NEED HELP

i think im having some emotional crisis,

well i know im getting through depression, i need to see a doctor.

im fucked up.

Gran Torino,

its a movie, u should watch it, seriously, sigh. its kinda sad tho.

the summary:

Walt Kowalski is a widower who holds onto his prejudices despite the changes in his Michigan neighborhood and the world around him. Kowalski is a grumpy, tough-minded, unhappy an old man, who can't get along with either his kids or his neighbors, a Korean War veteran whose prize possession is a 1972 Gran Torino he keeps in mint condition. When his neighbor Thao, a young Hmong teenager under pressure from his gang member cousin, tries to steal his Gran Torino, Kowalski sets out to reform the youth. Drawn against his will into the life of Thao's family, Kowalski is soon taking steps to protect them from the gangs that infest their neighborhood

almost lover, always do

i was, well spring-cleaning my room at like 2 am this morning, and found my almost lover's piece of writing,and just remembered that i lend my books to my almost lover. =( sigh.

x reti nak pulangkan balik plak tuh! terima kaseeh laa!

dah la hilangkan handphone aku! ceh!

love u alot thoo =))) hahah

anyway, found this song, well fendy gave it to me, almost lover by fine frenzy, and here are the lyrics.

Your fingertips across my skin
The palm trees swaying in the wind
Images
You sang me Spanish lullabies
The sweetest sadness in your eyes
Clever trick

Well, I never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me

[Chorus]
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

We walked along a crowded street
You took my hand and danced with me
Images
And when you left, you kissed my lips
You told me you would never, never forget 
These images

No

Well, I'd never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me

[Chorus]
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

I cannot go to the ocean
I cannot drive the streets at night
I cannot wake up in the morning 
Without you on my mind
So you're gone and I'm haunted
And I bet you are just fine

Did I make it that
Easy to walk right in and out
Of my life?

[Chorus]
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should have known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

ouh and school? the usual non-ending homework lol

kene marah

kene marah sbb, aku tido ngan qila, 

giler mak bapak aku bising, popek,popek, at least they didtn scream at my fucking ears! tapi pedasss weyhh,

haha u know lah, my dad x sgt, hess more on the reverse physiology but my mum fuuuhhhh, dah la panggil aku gay, babi.

urghh, suker hati aku lah nak tido sebelah qila pun, aduhs

i think

heh. 02 13 in the morning, lol

was just thinking, and maybe realised something, i think whgen im upset, i would be too happy and excited! i mean, when i cant handle it anymore. heh, omg omg omg HOT! hahah omg! kakak cepat balik!